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Soffie101 Administrator
Posts : 167 Join date : 2011-08-20 Age : 31 Location : Matthew Williams
| Subject: Fatality [Cassandra and Jin] Tue Jun 05, 2012 1:02 am | |
| Jin Kaiiro
Walking through the halls with milady, her hand in mine... It felt right. I wasn't supposed to have such feelings for my mistress, but I did, and I could't change it. She was the first one to accept me when we were younger.
But it was still wrong... But it was so right, too...
The days had been getting longer though, and I had been feeling worse since I entered the school with milady. I had been coughing more. It had even been hard to breath since. Greka... Why did you decide to stike your symptoms now when milady truly needed me to protect her?
It was time she knew. There were already spots of gray forming on my arms, covered by my sleeves. I couldn't hide something so important from her forever. It was killing me enough not telling her.
"Milady, may I please have a word with you?" I asked in my normal, formal speech. It was frowned upon to speak to her in a normal manner. "There is something i have been hiding from you. Most to your protection, but most for my selfish reasons..." | |
| | | Bellala Moderator
Posts : 132 Join date : 2011-08-20 Age : 27 Location : Alfred F. Jones
| Subject: Re: Fatality [Cassandra and Jin] Tue Jun 05, 2012 11:48 pm | |
| Cassandra Thorne
I liked holding hands with Jin a lot. It made me feel safe, especially in this school, and knowing him it was a worthy friendship that I held with him.
He was like a brother to me, but closer. Was that even possible? he's just so nice and understanding I could talk to him about everything and he'll just smile, laugh, or respond in a respected manner.
He never said my name though, the miladys bothered me so much.
We're friends aren't we?
Shouldn't we call eachother by our own names?
Just all of a sudden he stopped walking for some reason and turned to me, “Yea, sure…go ahead.”
Something didn’t seem right; he was hiding something from me. We told our secrets to each other all the time when we grew up and he was hiding something…
That meant it didn’t sound good. “Oh, well…what is it?”
It just made me uncomfortable, it made feel farther away from him.
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| | | Soffie101 Administrator
Posts : 167 Join date : 2011-08-20 Age : 31 Location : Matthew Williams
| Subject: Re: Fatality [Cassandra and Jin] Tue Jun 05, 2012 11:59 pm | |
| Jin Kaiiro
She must understand. She must understand... If she didn't. I was going to die here, and I knew it. But even when I die, I will hold milady's hand for eternity. It was the only time I felt like I could do anything to protect her.
I kept holding her hand, as I promised I would, but this was for comfort, not just because it was right.
"You taught me so much when we were young; too much for me to repay but..." I felt the words starting to become stuck at the top of my throat. I didn't want to say it. I couldn't hide it. This was all so confusing. "But my time is running out."
I took my opposite hand and let my sleeve fall to my shoulder. Underneath left a long, gray spot on my skin. It was getting bigger every day, and there was no cure. "You might not have heard of it, but there is a genetic, fatal disease called Greka. It is not common, nor is contagious, but there is no cure. "Milady, I may not make it out of here with you when the time comes, but please allow me to stay by your side!" I pleaded.
I didn't have anything else. | |
| | | Bellala Moderator
Posts : 132 Join date : 2011-08-20 Age : 27 Location : Alfred F. Jones
| Subject: Re: Fatality [Cassandra and Jin] Sun Jul 08, 2012 12:08 am | |
| I didn't understand. The words sounded foreign and they just didn't sound right. Not at all. Words were stuck in my throat in a jumbled mess, I couldn't speak.
"You're joking, right?" Jin's face didn't change. I swallowed thickly, not sure what to say. This has to be false, everything he just said. Everything he said about his time running out.
He can't leave.
He can't leave me.
"Jin...please wake me up from this nightmare..."
I never wanted this to happen. | |
| | | Soffie101 Administrator
Posts : 167 Join date : 2011-08-20 Age : 31 Location : Matthew Williams
| Subject: Re: Fatality [Cassandra and Jin] Mon Jul 09, 2012 1:45 am | |
| Jin Kaiiro
Breaking the heart I could barely call my own.
I should have waited to tell her. I should have waited to even think of telling her. It wasn't right... But... I guess, I couldn't wait too long. I only had so much time... This was a matter of time... But why now?
I wanted to just cry my eyes out. Milady, please don't say these things. I can't do this with you... I don't want this.
"I am afraid I cannot wake you from anything... Reality is harsh, but the present is kind." I didn't know what to say anymore. I was stuttering. I couldn't explain myself anymore. How could I put this simply...? "You are important, milady... So you must understand that you must you are to be important by yourself..."
If I could stop greka... "But please keep smiling until your nightmare becomes a sweet dream."
Because I fell in love with that smile. | |
| | | Bellala Moderator
Posts : 132 Join date : 2011-08-20 Age : 27 Location : Alfred F. Jones
| Subject: Re: Fatality [Cassandra and Jin] Thu Jul 19, 2012 12:18 am | |
| I could feel my eyes twitch and my lips quiver. My tears were threatning to spill and i couldn't hold it any longer.
Jin was my best friend, a brother I never had. His words were always so kind and gentle. Whenever I was upset he would always cheer me up, he was always there.
But without him I would be alone, I don't know what I would do without a hand to hold when I'm nervous, a shoulder to cry on, a person I can hug so freely, and a person who I can everything to. What was I supposed to do without him?
Nora would always say to move on, but I can't. It seems impossible.
"Jin...if you're gone...it would never be sweet. I-I can't do that!" I flung my arms around him, sobbing on his shoulder. I didn't want to lose him.
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